mY spEciAL pLaCE

today is my last day in jb……..tmr going bec to my hometown and the following day going bec to inti…….where my life begins……..

sometimes, i will think tat what will it be if i din go to inti……would it be more interesting?? or would it be more bored?? if i go somewhere else……will i meet some ppl that maybe will be the most important persons of my life?? will i meet someone that truly be my frens?? dont know……

every choise will lead to different path…….and every path will come to a different results…….maybe the path i chosen is the best for me…..we shud think like tat for making ourselves feel better right??

going bec to inti……a very strange feeling……..maybe it is very hard for me to get along wif everyone….haha…..will try the best to make myself happy to the choise i made…..

but through this three weeks in jb………i’m really happy…..thx for everyone who willing to accompany me…..who willing to sacrify their times for me….when i ask different ppl in different time to accompany me….they will definitely come……..omg………really treat me so good…….i’ll treasure it…..treasure the frenship btween us…….really……thx u all so much……so dont say i’m the person who will forget any of u again…i’m not this kind of person……k…haha………

yeah……today so happy…….going out yam cha wif anthony and yishing……haha…i drive them…….happy

we go out abt 9++ then chat until 1++………happy…..chat many things……sitting inside Mcdonald and keep talking abt every thing…….so happy since i last time chat wif them……..

thx u all…haha………really……..so long time din chat wif u all…..ai……at the beginning i want to find more ppl…..but everyone study or not in jb….so sad……..but luckily still got both of u……..haha………i will remember tonight one……ya……hehe……

today i write two blog….one is abt my jb life….this one…..maybe abt my feeling for all these days…….

inti……maybe ppl will say tat i’ve got a happy life there…..ya…is true….i’ve got know some new frens there…..and join tat super adventure club….go to many places……and did many things tat nvr done b4……

but……ha….maybe old frens better…….when i came bec……saw my old frens……ha…..so happy……we can chat many things…….maybe this is so called "best frens"…….

i really grateful to hav those frens who will accompany wherever i want to go….when i want to go out…..so happy…….but maybe when u treat someone better….means u care more abt that person……someone who may be ur best frens……or maybe juz called old frens…..

dont know y…..felt tat i’m juz a normal person to tat fren……juz so called old fren…….tat fren can treat us like invisible…..find us when free…..will juz bluff to us or juz put aeroplane when other ppl ask tat fren to go…..

dont know….maybe juz need to learn how to give up this kind of fren……. need to learn how not to take this fren in an important place in our heart….. we need to learn to let go ………. no need to make ourselves like tat fren’s companions when tat fren free or no  one invited…….

ha…..shud be happy to hav others ………rite………haah………must treasure this super happy break……dont think so much…..we juz need to stand together……and dont think so much.maybe one day tat fren will find us…….rite?? haha……

yeah…..now in jb…….finally finish my 1st semester….now in a very relaxing break….

when i finished my last subject, came bec directly. Urged to come bec. so many things waiting for me. hahaha. 11-08-2006 i went bec to my high school. saw my form teacher. she still like b4. a very 3 8 teacher. no wonder so many ppl like her. haha. then i oso saw my classmates. happying. then i watched to school aniversary performance. wat a great show. haha

the next day is the "summer 8 degree concert"……everyone so high…..some ppl even stay overnight there……omg……those singer really so attracting?? ha……but no matter wat………still in a very high mood……everyone sing and dance and scream and "boo"ing other ppl…..haha……..happy saturday…….

i think i will hav a very relaxing weeks….haha…….but end of this august……a new torture coming…….but everyone will still be able to cope wif it……….rite?

finally……..my finals coming…….everyone is very tension and streeful abt this…….i really regret………i was playing all the time…….college…not like high school or primary………really really need to study in advanced……this time……i really put all my effort on it…….cant get bad results……must do my best……..and waiting for sem break…….omg……..the happiest thing……

anthony……….not copy urs hoh……..the previous blog……(maybe a little bit….haha)…..’coz last time suddenly feel like viewing ur blog…….then saw this……..omg…….so many feeling……..so many memories……then dont know……..the content suddenly same wif urs…..hahahaha……but is also from the bottom of my heart one …..ok……..

in college……true frens seems like really difficult to find…….someone who can play wif……crap wif…….chat wif…….really juz fewer……..not like high school……everyone seems like one family……playing around…..gathering……..now………no…….everyone seems like in a tension relationship…….hard to know wat they’re thinking abt….need to guess urself……tired……better to be alone…..so sometimes acting like stupid….haha……i think acting like crown is the better way to survive in here……miss u all……..

now finals approaching……..and today only submited my last assignment….. bz life……..really……and afraid of my exam……dont know y……juz dont feel like losing………funny…. but try my best is the most important thing now…… wish everyone good luck….. give ur best shot………

looking forward to the three weeks break…….i really need a long long break…….need to refresh myself…….need to take a long long rest…….