mY spEciAL pLaCE

this few dayz were so terrible…….everyday studying……keep studying…. and dont know y……juz study at night……then until 4-5am…..sleep at 5 am most of the dayz now…….the pressure was driving all of us crazy…..

final approaching……everyone is in the very tension mood…… but yet still hav to study….ai…….cham……the onli things that pushing me over all these dayz were the dayz after the terrible finals……..haha……..i’ve ald planned for many trips……sure have funs…….1st wif my inti’s frens…..then rural camp then jb’s old frens……….hehe…..must make use of all this time……

now everyone are broke…..dont knwo y……..can c everyone saving money…then keep saying no money no money……… then find the cheapest way to eat…….haha……cham……..maybe really ‘coz of d fees for mount Kota Kinabalu that we will go……trips fees 700……..bag pack 300…….+ those expenses that needed thru d 7 dayz……….omg…….cant imagine…….but worth it……haha

account…….economics…..enlish……..omg……how to score good result? or maybe how to make it pass? shit……..my study companions……..hahaha…….we must give our best shot ya………rite? dont waste d effort tat we made all this time rite? and those who also very hardworking one……..wish u all good luck…….final countdown 2 dayz

quite some time din write blog le…….’coz very bz in many things……studies the main thing that i need to catch up…….i’ve ald neglected my studies ‘coz of those activities…….really felt so guilty abt this…. now in college, no matter wat shud we do, studies must come 1st isnt it? ai…….last week, receive a special mail……felt so stress……burden….dont know wat shud i do…..

last saturday…….i went to Gua Tempurung which organized by 11th intima Nature Club……..we join this trip…….most of the participants are from our club……haha…….i went there juz for relaxing…….really need a break….. but that place really fun……although "kacang" onli…..haha……. but really fun….all of us find it so interesting…….really a great trip…….no regret at all………

this week is the last week of this semester……..next week study week….then after that final……..after final……end of this short semester which gave me a very stress time…… rural camp, adventure club, proposalsssssssssssss……….but luckily still survive from all this thing………

this few dayz…….dont know y…….feel quite moody……dont know y……maybe sth terrible happened…….ha……..sth i shudnt be thinking of …….sth i shudnt mentioned…….sth  i shudnt touch it……..but this kind of thing cant ignore……it juz came…….and always be around u…..but i will try to control this thing……haha…….guessing ya?? haha…….

shud be happy always……..thats wat we live for………hhehehee……..i must come bec…..bec to who i am……..

damn……..this few dayz the weather was damn bad………getting warm…..dont know y……..and the hazy weather……..shit……..all ‘coz of indonesia……..our ppl hav to suffer……..and my nose is damn sensitve……..so terrible now………many ppl oso getting sick……..all ‘coz of the haze……..

this few days  were quite relaxing……..’coz finally can give myself a break……a rest is really really need for me……..going beb to jb…….at home……so relaxing….although severely sick………but at last recover…….but at home really great…….keep eating……..haha……. mom will cook for me or bring us out to eat………really warm in heart………hehehehe……..

secretly going bec to jb………yet met other ppl there………haha…….cham…..actually no intended to be so secretive…..’coz no need to be secretive wad……..but juz dotn know y….. dont wish to c anyone else……..juz few of my best frens……… and those guys………who dissappointed me b4………i told myself……wont forgive ……maybe wont angry anymore……….but………..i wont forgive u……those things were not supposed to be done by someone who called "fren"……..i’m a person who really difficult to get angry…….but if i really get angry…..oso difficult for me to forget all thsi things…….especially someone who i really regard as my good frens…..so sad…….so maybe thats end of our story ……..rite? …….better for us…….haha……..avoid embarrassing…………

everyone must drink more H2O………dont get sick ya………..take care ya…….

yesterday i came bec from leadership training camp……which due on bukit tinggi i think……near genting there……this was a three dayz two night camp….which is for all 11th intima club’s committee to join it and for training…….

at 1st i din go for this camp….but at the last day…..suddenly been pulled to join this camp…..haha……..quite happy actually……in the beginning i was dilemma ‘coz the following weeks got many many things to do….so i’m not sure whether shud go o not…..but at last….i joined..

friday night….we having activities in mph……we’d been separated to few gps…..i was in gp white….but in my gp was so special, ‘coz got people from 6 countries…..Sri Lanka, Indonesia, China, India, Nigeria, and Malaysia….there’s a big gaps between our communication….everyone thinks different things…but still manage to deal with it…..

at night….sleep at mph…….such a great experience….then the next day we wake up early in the mornign and depart…..all these 3 dayz were definitely, extremely fantastic……..we can met different ppl from other clubs…..and can knwo more abt intima exco……and befren wif many other ppl…..this is a very very meaningful trip……we all having fun there……besides that…..the weekend in the resort was so fun…..we’ve got games to play….something very adventurous…..hahaha………suitable for us…….hahahaha…….so fun……

at sunday evening…we came bec to inti…….so fantastic…..but everyone was exhausted…..and although i was so so so damn tired….but yet cant sleep…..’coz plenty of things haven done……..the 1st thing is the eco assignemnt…….i did until very very frustrated……but at least done……

now…..we’re bzing for the presentation things…..and after that got account test……and smr enl test……and smr enl assignemnt 2 and presentation 2……"YEAH"……..FANTASTIC FEELING…………dont kwon hwo to describe……..

hope i will survive after this…….hahahhaha