mY spEciAL pLaCE

this week is d recruitment week of rural camp…..as d 4th rural camp committee…it’’s our responsibility for us to put in 100% effort to recruit as much member as possible…..everyone is tired,but never give up…..now more and more ppl fell sick…juz d beginning…..4th rc will be stronger than 4…..rite?

everything come in very fast….from the time we join 3rd rc…..then training….final training…xia xiang…..until we r bec…..then time to think whether join again o not…..then election….now 4th rc committee form…then recruitment…..everything was in a rush……but there were many many many sweet memories inside….when i realised that this 4th rc will have different person, funny feeling……everything different……ppl are different….things are different…..but i hoep taht the objectives and d happy time will b the same ……..

this semester…as i mentioned thousand of time……i’m really bz…..but now two burdens down……although there are many things left….but i’m glad of having all this experiences….

really tired…..every not enough sleep……cannot skip class….must listen to d lecture……..tired……wat a tiring semester…….luckily there are frens who concern abt me…..some times cook for me…..some time give me some soups…and some drinks……..so sweet…..thx u guys….and oso those SMSes from u guys…..encourage me to do even better…thx….

everyone must take care urself ya……buck up..

blog again. this few dayz were really tiring. too many things hav to be done….yet not time for us to rest…..last saturday celebration…after viewing those comments, feel tat i’d hurt those ppl indirectly…sorry ya…not purposely….but during d celebration….we really cant control our temper wad…..so juz let it be…..

monday was d rural camp election day….juz one hour b4 d election i received d news tat d mount kk trip will due on this semester break…last time they said postponed to next semester break…but suddenly change…so everything was in a mess….dont know wat to do….rc due on sem break….mount kk sem break too…..crash…but ‘coz of those rc ppl….they are so excited of joining d committee team….our bond…i decided to join again……at last been selected as academic gp leader….we’re very happy as we can join again….not ‘coz we’ve been selected as committee….as i know…..most of us would like to be a member again rather than committee….those who cant join again….really sad abt this….really hope everyone can go….but as for rules…ai….

exhibition week…..busy…but happy.haha…everyone from adventure club……pls…..i’m still adventure club members…adventure club’s committee….nothing will change this k…..as i know…….i was borned from this club……so nothing can change this…pls dont say those silly things again k….

hope our events will be able to run smoothly and successfully ya…..haha

tired…..juz nwo around 1pm juz bec from seremban….yesterday around 30 of us….RURAL CAMP frens went to d celebration of RC…..which was organized by 9 fairies….i’m involved in it too….at 1st……we ald delayed almost one hour…which make me feel so terrible…but that’s not under our control as there were more and more ppl coming late……at last i decided not to wait anymore….then onli leave……so very sorry for those who were waiting…

this ald make my mood extremely down…no mood to do anything again….but hav to continue and run d program….then suddenly our committees disappear…this make d 9 fairies really really angry…..one of us angry until wanna end d program directly…..but we juz keep encouraging each other and try not to think so much as juz finish our parts……so we continue….at this moment,i was so so so angry…..partner crying….wat can i do….other ppl juz continue to do their things…we cant fail this program….so everyone being so strong…..my anger almost  influence me….but try not to think of those things….so i keep doing and doing and doing…..

at last they said everything were a trick….tat time….everyoen seems like felt so relax…but for me……wat had done ald done…..wat had said ald said……cant change….but as for this celebration…..try to control own temper was the best way to solve…..so din say anything……..

but luckily everyone still can try to stay in a very high mood……although d program flow really sucks…..so very sorry….as tat time….when all of them left…..not ‘coz of we dont know wat we gonna do…..tat time 9 of us were really realy really angry……we dont know y we need to tolerate all this….we were so tired and stress of doing all this for the weeks…yet everythings turn up to be like this….wat we done seems like empty…..everyone juz know to look into those wat we fail to do…….din look upon wat we had done…..tired…..inside and outside….once i really think tat no 2nd time for me to d RC……disappointed….we done so much….but wat i get?? "i really think u all din organize well"….ok……this sentence keep reminding me tat night…..9 of us really dont know wat can we do to make this so called " organized well"…………nvm……juz let it go……..

try to forget all this incidence……..at least…….i hope in my memory….RC is good…..not bad…..onli good……so happy ya….

yeah…..finally can online…..now in inti….bec to my campus life again….this semester…full of ambitious….full of things that i want to do…but dont know whether can cope wif it or not….

there’s sth i wanted to write in my blog long long time ago….but no chance….now finally can ady….that’s rural camp….

haha….at 1st…i was really really tired abt this camp….hate it….think tat this camp wasted my time…which is oso meaningless….those ppl were oso boring…which make me feel so irritating…..

until i went to d final training which was due on 18th of december 2006….the 1st day..i tot that i was so stupid tat i came to this final training..i can ran away from this….but due to d responsibility, i had to come….the 1st day was damn tiring….dont know y….juz tiring of doing so many things a day…especially learning d main theme song…omg….damn tired..

2nd day…i felt a little bit interesting as everyone work hard together….woke up early in d morning together….ran faster together…eat together…all work so hard juz for d same goal…. all this make me felt tat it really included some special meaning inside this camp…..

d 3rd day…which was the craziest day….there was an opening ceremony…all of us so afraid of it…’coz we represent ma hua…hav to behave well…at last we training and training and training….then performing to those officers of inti….opening ceremony finish….at night there’s a entertainment time….omg….everyone dance until crazy….although in d air-cond room….but everyone sweaty….haha…after that sharing time….o…touching….some ppl crying…some ppl listening….some ppl talking….that day make me felt in love wif this camp….which i felt tat everyone really working hard juz to hit the goal together…

finally went to d rural site….at 1st….tiring again….after those little kids came….everything change…..everything become so meaningful….everything become worth…..everything become so happy….even though tired….when we saw those kids laughing…playing…dancing…sleeping…every tiredness will become happiness….

when the last day finally arrived….most of us will think tat y juz 3 dayz….y cant be a little bit longer….but yet…still hav to leave….at d journey of returning to inti, we singing,laughing,shouting…..haha….happy…..

as i think tat everything had come to d end….those kids call me, sms me….haha….so funny when u talk to a standard 5 kids……they are so innocent….so naive….everything become so pure…hahahahahha…..and my foster brother is so so so cute…..hahahah….and oso my foster sister….haha….

everything become so good…become so happy…..juz now those kids oso came to inti….we had dinner together…haha….cutie….hahahah…….

this semester maybe will become the busiest semester to me…hope everything will be fine…especially my result….

happy new year….