mY spEciAL pLaCE

now waiting to go bec jb…..happy……..

actually yesterday midnight i oso wrote a blog…….which is not on frenster……really dont know who can i talk wif……….so write on a blog which onli fewer ppl know will help me to express…..many things happen during this semester…….meetings….after so many meetings in inti………i felt tat actually all meetings oso d same……..everyone seems like pretending to be fair……but in d end…….not fair…….

everything ald been affirmed by those who called leader…..then we juz like a puppet……ai…..dont know how to express wat i felt…….no matter wats d result out……definitely suit those who called leader……this time……i learnt how to accept things that i dont like……things that i MUST accept…….

no matter wad……ppl will think that they are the best….they are the one who really have d leadership skill…….no matter where i am…….where i belong…….definitely see all this kind of persons……but until now…….i juz met one person which will make everyone listen to him…..no matter wat decision he made…..no matter wat he did……he would definitely make everyone proud…….he wont neglect anyone…….he will try to make everyone feel great…..he make those ppl who are alway been neglected feel their existence…….this is very important to be a leader……onli him make everyone believe in him….

nvm…….no matter wat…….result out…….i shud accept wat ald done……although there were still many things i din agree…..but who cares?we are those person who ald in charged by other ppl………maybe those "feeling" hav to keep it……..

try to accept everything now………shudnt talk so much……..

long time din write blog ald….today…..exhausted….meeting meeting….rock climbing counter open….thx xiao qing….thx huiying…thx patricia for giving me foods and drinks……so warm……

this few dayz….i really really felt damn angry abt many things…..club….event….frens…..dont know how to solve it…many things pending….wait for me to settle it…..wate for me to do it….dont know how…..smre ……ai……

thos ppl who dont believe in our ability…..some times …..i really felt tat if u all really dont dare to let go…….come bec and organize it urself……if u all really think tat u r the best……come…..when there’s any things or event fail…..pls….dont talk badly behind ppl……dont think that other ppl fail ‘coz they din follow u all or ask u all……ok?sometime, pls go and ask other ppl how they felt abt u all……dont think that u all r the best……..maybe this is onli my own opinion….but wat  i said really truth…….feel angry??

smre…pls dont be a hypocrite…..think …..think hardly wat had u said to this person…..and after that….wat had u done….i know i cant directly mention who is this or who is tat…..’coz for me……i still feel tat we still can befren…..maybe after u all seeing this…..u all wont feel like tat….but  i really treasure wat we r now….

jiajia…sometimes i really dotn knwo how to say…..maybe juz like wat u said….proved to them……i will…….

i really cant tolerate any more……many things happen……..many things need to be done……many things oso need to be maintained…..dont know wat to do……maybe i ald prove tat i’m not a superman…….cant do many things in a same time…….exhausted…….tired…….sad……angry….frustrated….