mY spEciAL pLaCE

exhausted….all my energy ald used in this 3 dayz two nights "YOUTH CAMP"…..at 1st..i felt quite interesting and quite challeging to become a program master for this kind of huge event…..so i tried…this whole semester i’d been bzing for this camp……yet…juz a short period……it ended…..

this 3 dayz….no matter when…..we,as program master keep bzing until d last minute…….things tat we need to arrange…..we need to prepare…..we need to think…..omg……really exhausted…not onli physically…but oso mentally…..

dont know y……damn tired but still hope tat i can record down wat’s in youth camp…..

those participants are from independent high school…….so this camp oso in chinese…..wat made me felt touching was when d presentation time…..when every gp presented their sketch…then we decided to let d committees to dance for them…..then who knows…..every participants juz stand up and dance together…..u can imagine tat atmosphere tat time…..touch…..1st time i felt like crying in this camp……

101 participants not included committees , facilitators and helpers…..every mornign dance together….eat together…nice…..

d worst nightmare in this camp shud be d treasure hunt things……4 of us…as program master….responsible to all d events flow and oso games….who knows when we set up d treasure hunt things…..everythings mess up……..we used 1-2 hours….standing and running under the sun ,juz for setting up d treasure hunt….really tired tat time…….all of us almost give up……but in the end we decided to continue……cannot…….for me…..if i give up…..means i lose……

yesterday night……last night for them in inti………abt 2am……all of them still in excited mood…keep asking us to dance again and again……but i felt so happy tat they din feel bored in this camp…..they juz keep bargaining wif us ……keep shouting…cheering when we danced….i think….tat time shud be the happiest time in this camp…..

today……last day…..b4 they left…..there’s a sharing time……dont know y………when i sat down ……..felt like crying……..then due to limited time…..so we decided cancel d sharing part…juz gave all d committees to shake their hands wif the participant to say goodbye…..omg..tat time……..i saw many ppl crying……..then when those participants wanted to hug me…….i shocked….’coz i’m a program master…….they shudnt be close wif me as i din play wif them…….then more and more ppl hugging me…..i felt so happy and touching…..at this time…..i relaly felt like crying…..but cant…..haha…actually i felt like crying not onli ‘coz of this…….’coz i also finished this huge burden…….this whole semeseter i’d been bz like a cow…….now……finally can juz concentrate on rural camp…..and oso my own events for next semester…….tired…..this youth camp juz like rural camp……both camp relaly great……but wat is d weakness is tat the time period too short…….3 dayz 2 nights…….if we’ve got more time…….i think all of us will be a big family…….until now…….i still keep thinking of this camp……..d hug tat those participants gave  touched my heart….maybe i will forget who they are…….but the feeling i wont forget………YOUTH CAMP ‘07……..SUCCEESS……..

really felt sorry to those oc or emcee…..i really felt tat we din do it well…..\there’s alway things that crops out and 4 of us will have to solve it……..so the time keep delaying…….and d emcee need to talk many things to help us…thx all……..

it had been a long time since my previous blog……this few weeks were really torturing…..many things to do…..omg……

youth camp approaching…..rock climbing juz finish…….rural camp coming……and next semester two events still in progress….need to prepare many things now……tired…..everyday not enough sleeping……

this few weeks many things like happening together…..many bad things happen……many things that shudnt happen happened…..ai…..wat to do?? all i need to do is juz step out from it…..dont think too much then we will be happier rite?? ha…..thats wat i think……

suddenly seems like lost in this place…….ai ……..everythings seems like to be fake……as i mentioned b4……now…..still hav this kind of thinking….

nvm………think possitively…….be more optimistic….life will be easier…….

rock climbing…….an extraordinary events……..haha……an exciting event…..luckily i joined d 2nd time…..it was really great….finally attempted to climb till d top……..hehehe……so happy……

tmn negara…….pulau pangkor……..next semester really tough…..hope can organize this two events well………work well wif my partners and my committees……rite?? haha……we can make it…….