mY spEciAL pLaCE

today really very important for me…….no matter how tired am , i still wanna write it out…..

5th rc forced to postpone to next semester…..as chairperson, i really felt so sad and sorry to everyone….really…maybe this semester i’ve took too many things that i neglected u all and make this thing happen……since d problem arised, i would think if i put more effort in it….if i concerned more abt this, would it change???

furthermore, today…..4th training…i saw d members all work so hard in their program or duty…..i really almost cried out ‘coz of this…….i felt so sorry that i cant let everyone make it in this semester…..

committees……i really glad to have u all as my committees….. u all put in so much effort and heart in here…..’coz of u all….’coz u all believe in me, believe in us…..that’s make us work harder…..

members….when i told u all this things……i can c tat every of u have d same feeling wif us……sad…..but i feel so happy to almost every of u willing to stand wif us till next semester and trust us…..thx…….after that, when saw u all cry, i was moved by everyone…..yesterday i keep wondering whether how many ppl will stay or will anyone angry ‘coz of this….but after today….i really proud of u all…..u all like rc…i know….i can c that….this is d 1st time i saw rural camp members can have such a strong bond among themselves in such a short time…..u all being so supportive…..and d msg u all sent to top 4….thx….give us strength…

thx for those who always concern abt me….thx de hong for messaging me….thx previous members…..’coz of my partners, my committees, my members, and all of u …….i promise to stand up and make 5th rc become d best ever…….thanks everyone…..from d bottom of my heart……

now is midnight ady….but still cant sleep…..many things that are waiting for me to solve….waiting for all my partners to work together and face it….

dont know y….this whole semester…there’re few words that always come out from my mouth…..tired….no time…bek cek….and dont know since when ppl start to tell me dont be so bz….study hard……

this semester i really dont know wat am i doing….juz doing those events and nothing else……b4 this…i felt that doing an event is very happy as everyone work together and wait for d outcome….maybe this semester i juz waiting for those events to pass……not enjoying it??? i oso dont know…..sometimes i feel really tired tat i asked myself wat’s the point of doing so many events and in the end maybe will affect my results…..but sometimes, after d event i felt tat those dayz that i sacrified for it really worth it as the result and the feedback are very good…..and i really felt damn happy when i heard ppl discussing abt thsoe events ………

this semester i’d neglected too many things besides those events…..everyday meeting meeting meeting……no free time….no relaxing time…..but ‘coz of this…i realised something that i really din notice…..frenship….hahahaha……maybe everyone knows that i’m really a little bit bz, so they will always ask me how i’ve been…..and will sms me, saying something tat really give me strength to hold on……and oso leave some comments for me……..maybe those little things may seems like nothing to others, but those little things really give me strength to carry on…….at least i know that those things that i’ve neglected will not leave me…..hahahhaa……

frenship is really a long term investment…….we need to maintain it well and we’ll get a great benefit……and frenship is also a thing that cant get it by forced……haha…..damn lucky to have u all……..buck up ya everyone……work hard together….no matter where u all been……juz fight for our own future ya…………chiong arrrrggggggggg

since last semester, after finishing d youth camp as program master, i can feel tat it’s a challeging post of being this. so when i heard that this semester will have a talent night but different way, i’ve been thinking of wat is d difference of being a program master of a camp and a night.

then at 1st, d oc come and approach me to be another post, but maybe many barriers and many things to be considered, it’s cancel. but luckily, they asked me to be their program master. be frankly, i’m really happy to become a program master rather than other post. haha.

after that, i heard that many ppl aiming for this position and d voc said i ald in this post, no need to be elected…ahhaha….so happy…

we start our job since last semester…..but when this semester start, i’ve no confident at all…….as i’ve got many things to do…..afraid of neglecting this…..few weeks later, i’ve decided to fight for this event and make it to d best…..

bz every dayz….thinking of program flow, from audition 1 to audition 2, then mini concert, then grand final……in between, there are mv shooting and studio recording somemore photo shooting for banner……..so many things to do…..and for external, we need to find artist perform, judges and performance……so stress……

but luckily, all ald pass and give a very good feedback….so happy abt it…….especially d mahjong paper…….since we proposed this idea, seems like many ppl not really like it……cost too high, wasted human resource and time…….somemore ppl will also scold u ‘coz of this……..but luckily….success……..really success…..when i heard many ppl tell me ….. " this night so good", "mahjong paper shiok"…..omg….damn happy…..even when i online….many ppl will msg me and tell me d night so success……touching…..and we create d 1st "INTI SUPER IDOL", ADELINE……d 10 finalist..i’m glad that i know them and quite good…….happy to c that…..

this night…..everyone put many effort in it…..few times i really think of quiting for many reason…….then thinking of "this is my fren’s event"……then continue…..but really…..i’ve nvr regret of doing this…..i dont know whether i’m good o not….but at least i hear some good feedback and compliment……

few times thinking i really dont have those ability to do big things…..many times feel tat i’m not tat good…….but thank god…this inti super idol ald finish wif success……..YEAH…… really happy lah…….

yeah……finally finish d AMAZING RACE @PANGKOR ISLAND…….extremely happy and exhausted…..

1st day on 29th of June….we were supposed to depart at 10pm…..but d stupid stupid stupid General Office….din communicate well……and d stupid bus driver late…….so we start d bus on 11pm……then as my partner and Program Master went to d camp site 1st……..so i’ve got to bring 40+ of them to pangkor…..quite stress at that time as many things haven done……but luckily everything went smoothly although in between d bus driver lost his direction….stupid…..and i juz cant sleep well during d whole journey as i really afraid we lost……arrrrggggg

then we arrived at lumut jetty abt 5am.program started……treasure hunt…..everyone was so tired but to win they have to play hardly……haha…..after that, all of us went to pangkor island and start d survivor games…..on d 2nd day, everyone looks so exhausting and seems like didnt have the mood to play…..but in the evening, everyone was so happy and excited as they juz play in d sea with d huge waves……omg…..this unexpected wave had made us cancel many games as too dangerous…..and during d "sea treasure hunt", many of us were injured and quite serious as too dangerous…..but this game was so interesting…..yet we were so disappointed…..

the last day…..amazing race……this was the 1st time during this event i saw them "racing"……omg…..cant imagine wat situation was that when u were not in d place…..like asking for money, performing to earn money and many other ways to earn money for them to go to jetty with insufficient amount…..besides that, some gp juz simply stopping ppl to have a free ride…..hahaha…extremely funny and exciting……in d 2nd station, which needs all of them to help d boss to give petrol to 15 motorbike……4 gps ppl shouting on d road asking ppl to come in and keep shouting and shouting and hold ppl from leaving……hahaha…..damn shiok……..

many task they have to complete without any money as they have to go to d place by their own and d place is very far but they still manage to find ppl to fetch them…..there are motorbikes, vans and even lorry that willing to fetch them…..very interesting……

it’s really a nice trip……amazing race……finally we reach wat we want so no regret of organizing this event…….thx all my committees tat they really put their effort in this and my happy participants………thx for ur participation and hope everyone feel happy ya………